week ten

week ten - 11/9/11

I enlisted the help of a button pusher this week. I had an idea in my mind what I wanted to achieve, of a very far away portrait, so I wouldn't have been able to run that far in 10 seconds, lol. So we did that shot, and then walking home I tried a couple of things in my favourite weird bush thing behind my house. I don't know what it is, but it's completely growing around the base of this tree - consuming it. So I pushed myself right into it and let it consume me. A bit like I let my life do to me this week. Totally 100% consumed with fear and worry and insecurity and doubt and anxiety. I'm on the up now, but in the midst of making big changes, big decisions and not sure where it's all taking me.